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December 5th, 2009
07:27 pm “This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.”
Dalai Lama
How beautiful is that?
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November 24th, 2009
05:32 pm Why one writes is a question I can answer easily, having so often asked it of myself. I believe one writes because one has to create a world in which one can live. I could not live in any of the worlds offered to me — the world of my parents, the world of war, the world of politics. I had to create a world of my own, like a climate, a country, an atmosphere in which I could breathe, reign, and recreate myself when destroyed by living. That, I believe, is the reason for every work of art. - Anais Nin
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November 7th, 2009
12:51 pm I am not responsible for other people's poor decisions.
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October 11th, 2009
01:12 pm - Writer's Block: Go to the head of the class
It varies, depending on the lecture hall. If we are in the big one with the slanted chairs, I go right at the back, because I don't like the idea of sitting at the front and people seeing the back of my head (?) Haha. It's also a good spot for me to sit with my feet tucked up under me, to the side, and no-one will notice.
In the smaller lecture hall with the chairs just layed out flat, I go near the front. I'm not sure why, I think its just habit.
If I'm not interested in the class I can force myself to concentrate depending on how important I find it. If I suspect I'll probably revise that topic for the exam, even if its dull I'll try and pay attention. If not, I'll daydream for a bit and doodle on my notes and try to sit it out a bit, just in case, but if I get really frustrated I'll leave half way through when we get a break.
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August 11th, 2009
11:15 am
 In other news, I need to get out of this city.
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10:57 am - 01001101011001.........
 This is a photo of my cat. He is just over 1 year old, and his name is Molly. Yes, you read correctly. It's a boy, but he has a girl's name. Many people ask why this is, but its a bit of a lame story so I won't go into it. He does appear to have gender issues. He has a very high-pitched meow. He is also hyperactive and jumps all over the other cats. Other activities include staring into space alot and jerking his head as if hes following something with his eyes (BUT THERES NOTHING THERE!) I love his little upside down V marking on his face. I am also biased in thinking that he is the best-looking cat ever. What a heartbreaker <3
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June 16th, 2009
03:26 pm I thought this would be worth mentioning again........
Did you have an imaginary friend in childhood?
If you did and would like to be interviewed about your experience, please get in contact with me!
I need about 3 more participants (I have two already). At this stage I haven't formulated any specific interview questions yet, but I am looking out for potential participants for when I have got all my preparation done. I will give you a copy of the finished transcript/project and I am willing to travel (to a certain extent) to interview you. Your real name will not be used to protect privacy.
If you are intrested or know anyone who would be interested please feel free to get in touch :)
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May 23rd, 2009
10:29 am I hate itunes, I think itunes it shit, i hate ipods. Yet I want pre-sale tickets for Tori.
The whole thing has really pissed me off. Why should I be forced to get itunes so I can get good tickets?
It looks like theres been a few problems with it anyway, people not getting their code sent to them etc.
Maybe Apple should spend less on their advertising and more on their customer service?
Anyway, to summarise: fuck you, itunes.
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May 4th, 2009
08:42 pm "What you don't understand you can make mean anything." - Chuck Palahnuik
Current Music: Tori Amos - Virginia - Live In Boston 10/18/07 | Powered by Last.fm
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May 1st, 2009
April 18th, 2009
01:58 pm Quick procrastination post...
Bat for Lashes yesterday was really, really good. She is even better live than on CD, and her voice was faultless. It was a bit of a shame I wasn't more familiar with her newer songs, but I recognised most of them, and seeing her perform them all has definitely gotten me more into the new album... "Travelling Woman" is also a a great track.
Isn't it really annoying though the way there's so much waiting around at gigs? Just, gigs in general. This is why I'm a bit dry and just can't bring myself to go and get standing tickets anymore. If doors opened at 7pm, and the band/artist was actually on stage at latest 8pm, then yeah, I could handle it.
But it's more like, doors open at 7 (after you've been queueing for at least half an hour). You go in and grab a good seat/rush to the front near the stage, then wait for an hour. Then the support band comes on for about 45 mins. Then another half hour whilst they set up the stage for the people you actually came to see perform. THEN, finally about 2 hours after you got in, the main performer comes on stage.
Luckily in this case Bat for Lashes was worth the waiting around, and playing ispy for... (ha!)
I love going to gigs and the feeling of live music. It made me hope hope hope Tori Amos will tour properley this year. She's doing that one-off small set at the London Savoy but I didn't even KNOW about that until I saw a post about it on the Livejournal Tori community. Ha. I have her fanpage added to my facebook, plus I have the hereinmyhead site feed added to my twitter, so I'm hoping I'll be alerted in good time before tickets go on sale/ when dates are announced in the UK. I desperately want good seats for that too. Seating seats as near to the front as possible. Hoping the new album will be awesome too, as I didn't feel her last one that much...
Ummmmm I think that's all I wanted to ramble about for time being. Today I plan to write another revision essay, this one on causes of child maltreatment. So, luckily an interesting subject so it shouldn't be too bad.
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March 16th, 2009
March 13th, 2009
05:53 pm - PRETTY THINGS. Well, they are pretty to me anyway, and I intend to buy them once I am able too :D
1) Various assorted candles. All from dollydagger.co.uk (I <3 this site!). I doubt however I'd take any of them out their packets, let alone light them... display candles only ;)
   
2) Chocolate Truffle necklace. Also from DollyDagger.co.uk. It's handmade!

3) Cupcake/ chocolate lipbalm sets (Dollydagger again!) Come on, how precious are they. I don't think I would use them. I just want to sit and look at them in their pretty packaging...

4) I can't upload an image of this, but here is a link: Corset top thing from La Senza : www.lasenza.co.uk/bras/pussycat-dolls/level3.aspx
There was more stuff which I can't actually recall at this point in time. But this will do for now. <3
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10:03 am - HAPPY POST! There's been a lot of moaning from me of late, so i will be making a happy picture post of things i want. Soon. They are all pretty things, and it will be awesome once I can buy them! <3
It sucks not having money to frivolously spend. Not that I have ever made lots and lots of money, but because i have little responsibilities (no car, rent, no real bills) i generally have always had enough to just buy pointless things with. Not anymore though, since uni takes £250 from me every month :( I think there's only about 2-3 payments to go though, so over summer i can save up again. But until then I must count the pennies.
Revision is driving me a little up the wall, but I'm getting on with it. It's a bit messed up though when I dream about revising Baddeley & Hitch's Working Memory Model. It's just wrong, not to mention a waste of a dream.
My friend Steve was telling me about Freud's concept of Justice.
I want a unicorn tattoo. I had a unicorn when I was a little girl. It's name was Corny. It was a baby one :)
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March 3rd, 2009
08:57 pm
desiderata - by max ehrmann Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass. Take kindly to the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy. Max Ehrmann c.1920
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March 2nd, 2009
03:51 pm Although i would love to get a first class degree, I have decided it would be better to get a 2:1, and stay sane doing it.
I think to get a first (this year, at least) I would have to abandon any sort of social life or other activites I might have (and that's saying something, seeing as I am more of a three/ four close friends kind of girl then little-miss-popular social butterfly who knows everyone). I'd have to go completely mental obsessing over memorising and practising material, as there isn't enough time to pace myself now.
There is more to life than this shit.
Like playing on the swings. Making and eating cupcakes. And the odd, fleeting moment of transcendence. That feeling I never seem to grasp long enough.
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Current Music: Tori Amos - Rattlesnakes | Powered by Last.fm
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February 15th, 2009
07:43 pm 'mauvaise foi'
I need perspective.
I wish I were bolder.
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February 10th, 2009
02:21 pm i have this week off work, to do boring things, which i won't won't bore you with describing.
being in the house means that i've had lots of time to listen to music, something which i don't tend to do that much of usually.
i love love love this cover.
I am a little obsessed with listening to female vocalists these days. my lastfm profile is female dominated.
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February 9th, 2009
February 7th, 2009
12:00 pm Days like this, I dont know what to do with myself. All day - and all night. I wander the halls along the walls and under my breath. I say to myself. I need fuel - to take flight -
And theres too much going on. But its calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion. Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion.
Is that why they call me a sullen girl - sullen girl. The don't know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea. But he washed me shore and he took my pearl - And left an empty shell of me.
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I think this is becoming one of my favourite songs...
Current Music: Fiona Apple - Sullen Girl | Powered by Last.fm
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